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My husband and I have been together for 5 years and married for 8 months. We started trying before we got married as we knew we'd eventually get married. We always thought that it was bad timing and my lack of period. So I finally went to my family dr after not having a period for 7 months and the same every month. In the back of my head I always worried about IF. All the testing was the worst, in the back of my head I always anticipated the worst. My husband and I both completed our tests in the same time period, and when I went to the OB to discuss the results it seemed like all my husband cared about was his results. He doesn't seem to understand the fact that it bothers me more that I'm the one with the problem. I have PCOS. This was very hard for me to take in. I am always worrying about it. My husband comes home from work and I get snappy with him and we fight alot. I know that this is partly because with my job I have too much time to think. I work overnights in a supported home for adults with disabilities and then I come home and am all by myself, this is hard as I constantly feel alone and that I don't have anybody to talk to.

My husband and I are on our first round of treatment, and already with the emotions that I'm feeling I don't know how long I can take the strain.

The other day my husband made me cry by asking me "why is it so hard for us, everybody else I know just has (S) and boom they are pregnant, why did this have to happen to us?"

Does anybody have any tips on dealing with these emotions??

I don't know how many more times I cna hear from my Husband and my MIL your still young, don't worry about it...