[jrc4you]

Thanks guys for all the well wishes!!!! It has been a time for me.... I went to the specialist yesterday and the boys seems to be doing ok still. (thank god) My mom wants me to come home (Louisiana) and spend two weeks laying around since that's really all i'm doing here. DH is not happy about me leaving and is asking what if something happen.... but I ask the DR. yesterday can I go... he said NOW OR NEVER! So I guess I will go.


Ladies I have a little delma..... this is a very personal matter but I just wanted to get other people point of view to see if my mental state is correct. We have 6 kids now including the twins.... also including my DH's son in Germany who is finishing college this Oct. (so we are finish with him money wise-I hope) The problem is we have 3 more frosties in storage and I am sooooooooo TORN ABOUT TRASHING THEM BUT I AM ALSO TORN ABOUT GIVING THEM AWAY TO STRANGERS. DH KEEP SAYING IT'S UP TO ME BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT 5 AT HOME IS PLENTY....... BUT I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE LITTLE ONES LEFT BEHIND. I even dream about them. These twins have been soooo hard on me I can't even think of being pregant again with twin 3 would be out of the question..... I am 37 so I am getting older now.... what are you ladies doing....... are you discarding the frosties or are you planning to have them later. MY HEART IS ACHING!! Please just give insite if nothing else. I just want to know what you other ladies are doing......... If all went well we would have 9 kids...... That seem kind of crazy this day and age. We maybe could swing it money wise but I would be insane by the time I am 50 LOL. Then my hubby made the comment ..... maybe his girl is in there. That made me really sad. I'M LOST!