[peggysue]

Today was my first day back at work. I had a long weekend and went away for 2 nights with my wonderful neighbour to Skegness. He is such a lovely man, its just ashame that we both want different things out of life. I want children and he doesn't. I know I should call it a day with him but I feel so strongly connected with him because of the ectopic and miscarriage.

Anyway I've finished my 5 days of clomid and I go for my scan on Saturday to see which side I'm ovulating from. This month I've been really achy and bloated from the clomid. I think that my ovaries are in need of a break, which I'll be having if my 4th IUI is unsucessfaul. I actually wanted to use a different donor this time but my 2nd choice donor already has 10 patients with him so I had to use my old donor again. Anyway I won't get me self as worked up this time.

silverbrumby: Glad your happy with your new Dr.

Teri: I agree with your Dr, if its not broke why fix it.

Mindi: its standard practice here to have counselling. I've had it twice, once at each hospital. The counselling I had at my local hospital I also had to take a father figure for the baby with me, (luckily I have a nice neighbour)