[msa]

Hello fabulous 40+ ladies, I've been in communicado for the last few weeks. My computer developed a severe case of narcolepsy (it would just fall asleep at random times--maddening!)--so it's been in the shop. She's home now, and so far so good.

J-Lyn, my heart goes out to you. I can only imagine what you're going through, but I know that you'll do what's right for you. Just know that whatever you decide, your friends are with you.

As for me, I'm near the end of my 2ww, and surprisingly it's been POAS-temptation free. The only thing that I'm nervous about is how calm I feel--very zen. DP has been wonderful, keeping me busy and laughing. So I think we're just prepared for whatever the outcome of the test on Tuesday. Hoping for the best , but ready for the crossroads conversation with our doctor.

Hugs and baby dust to all!