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Kelly, I hope you have a great time at the Cape. You already have a beautiful tan you lucky thing.

Shelly, I was thinking of you as I was wading around a pool yesterday. I never went swimming when I was preggers and can only imagine how good it feels. Note to self: when I get knocked up, go swimming because it feels good.

Shawna, wow, ER tomorrow already? Neato!

Okay, so I didn’t have any luck reaching the first RE today and got a call back from a *****y young nurse. I told her that I couldn’t talk right now (I could when I left the message) and when I said can I go to a conference room and call you right back she said “well you can try”. I essentially hung up on her. So rude. So tomorrow the plan is to take cell phone and be ready to get a call back.
So sorry if I’m repeating myself, but I was basically up all night worrying about this all. I barely slept which made me a very emotional zombie today. Tonight I'll do the ambien thing. But as I was up all night I was basically remembering a conversation I had with the first RE word for word when we were in between trial studies and I told him that I DID in fact have insurance for IUI’s so why don’t do some in case I wasn‘t a candidate for the second trial study afterall. He advised me not to due to increased risk of ectopic. Then I mentioned that I would be looking to get better insurance and I brought up the fact that insurance companies sometimes have that three IUI clause, but he dismissed that thought. So, If I have to turn around right now and do the three IUI’s I will be pissed because I wouldn’t have needed to take additional insurance which is costing me an arm and a leg. I could have worried about that later and now I am petrified of having an ectopic. I know how serious they are having heard all your stories and I cannot believe they would put someones life at risk for this crap.
Okay, promise I won’t talk about it anymore.