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I am so happy everybody liked the Sangria recipe!! I will also have some after work as we watch the Olympics.

Yesterday was an Ok day until my ex-SIL (my brother and she got a divorce this year) called me. I have noticed that I get so teary when I talk or write about my m/c with someone that has an emotional link to me. She was very supportive and I really thanked her for calling me long distance.

The best words that had helped these days: "You are a warrior" and "You are so strong". During my worst days my self-talk was the opposite: "I am defeated" or "I don't have anything". I was so depressed and my self-confidence was 0. These more positive messages have reminded me of who am I and most importantly, who I want to be after m/c. I am starting to think that maybe it is possible that this experience will make me a better person.

If I don't recover in the next 6 weeks I will look for some professional help. I love going to therapy!! I have had 4 in my life and each of them was wonderful.

Jaime, how are you doing? Do you have some answers from you doctor's appointment.

Erin, I hope Hcg goes to 0 this upcoming week!

Teresa, thanks for giving the brand of your Prenatals.

Missy, Money, Money, Money!!! We are saving for our next cycle. DH says that we could go back to Peru on January. We need 5-6 K.

I have to run to work.