Trying hard -- I'm so sorry -- it just really sucks. No other words for it. Even though I knew what my results would be, I took it pretty hard. I think I needed the time to just let myself feel disappointed and sad and then decide how to gear up for the next cycle. I made my appt to see my RE a few weeks after receiving the result to give myself a chance to write down questions and not feel so emotionally raw. I think it has helped and I am now looking forward to talking to my doctor and have lots of ideas about the next cycle. I am even feeling (dare I say it?) hopeful and excited. It will happen for us -- you'll see. 
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TTC naturally for 20 months
2 IUI's w/ Clomid and HCG: April to June 07 with 3d IUI canceled. All negative.
New RE, new testing and
2 more IUI's w/ Clomid and HCG: August to December 07. All negative
1st IVF scheduled July/August
Stims 7/19 (Gonal-f & Menopur) & cont. Lupron
Trigger: 7/28
ER 7/30: 11 eggs!
Fert Report: 4 fertilized
ET 8/2 : 3 embies
Beta 8/15: Chemical Pregancy
Taking time to heal and plotting our next steps. . .
Mom to 3 furbabies Jake  Jaz Sakki
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