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feel guilty
Hi all, I feel guilty because I got upset and started crying when I found out that my husband's sister is pregnant with her second child. She has a two year old son. I have had 2 miscarriages and am about to go through IVF. I am happy for her but I am so jealous that it is not me. Are these normal feelings?
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Me 38 Anovulatory Cycles, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss
DH 34 Healthy
no kids
2 furbabies (cats)
April 2007 Clomid cycle 
June 2007 Miscarriage due to triple trisomy/D&C 
November & December 2008 Clomid cycles 
January 2008 Clomid cycle
March 2008 Miscarriage/D&C Chromosomes normal, no maternal autoimmune or clotting disorders detected. Maternal and Paternal karyotype normal. No explanation for M/C.
Clomid Cycles May 2008, June 2008
FSH/IUI Cycle July 2008. Cancelled due to too many mature follicles (7). 
1st IVF cycle September 2008. BCP, Lupron, Gonal-F and Menopur.
2nd IVF cycle planned for February 2009 
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