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Oh sweetie. Your feelings are so normal. It is just so hard to understand why God allows it to be so easy for some women to have babies and so difficult for others of us. I'm sure you are happy for your sil, but still grieving and feeling it is unfair.
On my way to my hysteroscopy and trial transfer yesterday, I stopped be the hospital to see a friend who just had a baby. The baby was there in the hospital room with her, and I cried. I cried in part because it was such a beautiful thing to see this new life, and in part because I was grieving my lack of a baby.
I'm so grateful to have all of these ladies on the forum, because we can all understand these feelings. Please don't feel guilty. I think we have all been there.
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