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Gemmabean,
I am right there with you. My husband and I have been married for 16 years and have tried the entire length of our marriage to get pregnant. I ALWAYS knew I wanted kids and this intense maternal yearning just won't go away. Last week after 16 years of trying, I finally convinced him to get tested. I had lost 169 pounds in the last year and still not conceived.
We never dreamed it would be him. He was found to have azoospermia-absolutely 0 sperm! !!! We were blown away. I told him last night and he is heartbroken. I cannot afford the treatments either! IVF is definitely out of our reach, as is adoption. Now he asks, "What are we going to say when people continue to ask us, 'when are you guys gonna have that baby?'"
What do you say to that? I am also praying for a miracle...
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