Looks like we are in the same situation. We just started to try again this cycle after m/c # 3 (I am currently 3-4 DPO). Our last miscarriage was in early August.
Am I scared that it will happen again? I would be lying if I said I wasn't - how can I not be?
But I've decided this time to try and do things a little different...try to put the things I cannot control in God's hands. I will do the things that I can do (e.g. taking vitamins, eating healthy etc) and try not to worry about the rest.
I am also trying to keep myself busy with things I enjoy, such as spending time with friends, going for walks...so I am not thinking about it every minute and analyzing everything, while keeping stress levels down.
I hope this helps you find some peace.
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Me: 35
DH: 35
1 dd Claire
4 m/c
Oct 2005 m/c 5.5
Oct 22, 2006 dd born
ttc baby#2 since June 2007
July 2007 m/c 6w
Mar 2008 m/c 5w3d
Aug 2008 m/c 6w2d
ttc again Sept 2008
cycle 1
10 DPO - extremely faint
11 DPO - faint BFP
12 DPO (Sept 25/08) 1st beta 315 !!!!!!
14 DPO (Sept 27/08) 2nd beta 603 THANK YOU GOD!
ULTRASOUND #1 Oct 16th - 1 bean, 6w6d, HB 140
ULTRASOUND #2 Nov 3rd - 9w2d HB 185 2.5cm
