[Auntieb66]

Hi my name is Recie.I am 24yrs old. I have been married for 2 1/2 yrs. We started trying right away bc we knew it would take awhile. Tired clomid, letrozole, surgery for cysts, lupron shots, now on my first round of Menopur. Went to the doctor today hoping to get my shot of HCG but my follicles were not mature yet. Have to take 3 more shots(double the dose) today, tomorrow, and thursday, then go back to the doctor Friday for another ultrasound. I actually did not cry today bc I have cried so much in the past, I have made myself think the worst so I will not get my hopes up. Everyone tells me to stop think about it and it will happen. I get SICK of hearing that. I work for a pediatrician and it makes me sick when kids come in that obvisously are not well taken care of and I think I would take care of a baby. It got to where everywhere I go and see pregnant women it made me angry and jealous. I have been praying alot for God to help me with my attitude. I understand it is frustrating, so if you need to vent feel free to write me. Good luck and hope your late for a good reason!