Hi, I am new to this form, but just read your post and can relate. I have three children as well 4, 5, 6!
All were conceived naturally. We have "unexplained infertility" We have been trying about 19months and I am now 39--so age is not on our side.
Next cycle (in a few days), I am going to start Gonal-F and then get inseminated.
I feel a bit crazy and feel guility as well. Sometimes I think that I am so worried about #4 that I naglect the 3 that are around. I honestly do not even know how I am going to manage the kids and the fertility treatments at the same time. The monitoring (bloodwork and ultrasound) goes on very early in the AM (way before school) so I am going to have to bring them to the RE with me if DH is not home!
When I went to the RE they did not treat me as the lunitic I think that I am (of course I did not expect them too). The MD was very matter of fact about my options etc. I guess only we can decide about when we are done making our families. I hope to get pg with twins and then I will be done
