Nice to meet you
I too would love to get pregnant with twins and then be done. Because ultimately I feel like my 3rd will almost be like an only child b/c my older 2 will be sooo much older by the time the next one(hopefully) comes. Yeah, the guilt thing is rough. But I know that I want another and honestly it doesn't matter what other people think. You have to do what is right for you and your family. I strongly belive that everything happens for a reason and when the time is right the baby will come
My DH and I have already decided however that Clomid and IUI are the farthest we are willing to go. If it doesn't happen then, then I will probably foster. I have this need to nurture