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Back in the saddle again?
So the time has come for me to "get back on the horse" and start tcc again after our loss.  showed up today and I think we are ready to give it a shot this cycle. It is scary to think about the possibility of suffering another loss but we know that sitting around waiting will not get me pregnant either. We have spent time working through our grief by putting together a memory box. I put all of my memories and hopes for our little angel on paper as well as special songs and poems that remind me of our angel. This has helped tremndously to help me come to terms with what happened. Now I feel hopeful that we can try again and pray that we are blessed.
Just wondering if any of you other mommies to angels are in the same place? I know I would love to have a buddy that knows just how this feels. I hope to find some support and a group to bond together through this hurdle.
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Lisa
Me - 30 luteal phase defect
DH - 32
Married 9 years TTC since 6/07
 Ally & Jules (English Bulldogs)
2008
3/08 ectopic pregnancy  6w4d
- left tube ruptured
3 rounds clomid 8/08-10/08
10/23/08 
11/7 1 bean! u/s showed gestational & yolk sac
11/28 no hb 9w4d
12/1 D&C
2009
2/09 starting clomid again
3/6  !!!!
Beta #1 - 79, p4 32
3/10 Beta #2 - 418 
3/20 Ultrasound #1 - 1 bean w/hb
3/30 Ultrasound #2 - measuring 7w1d, HR 152bpm
4/3 Ultrasound #3 - HR 169bpm
4/17 Ultrasound #4 - Growing baby!
4/23 Ultrasound #5 - Baby moving & HR 176bpm
5/15 Strong hb on doppler
6/29 Ulatrsound - IT'S A GIRL!!
8/24 Ulatrsound - IT'S A BOY!!!!!! No, Really!!!
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