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Originally Posted by dreamofbaby
Hey dndtaylor,
I wish I could have stayed in bed all day today but I decided to go out and be active. I actually went to the gym and had a training session. Even though I wasn't in the best of spirits, I almost started crying twice while I was there, I get threw it.
I thought a lot about what was said here and I decided to give it all I got. I even went to get my metformin medication. I must admit that I find it hard to stay optimistic but I am trying.
I am going to try to keep my mind on other things for today and like you said just take it 1 day at a time.
You know I am a teacher. I look at my kids and feel so happy when I am around them. I am going to try to concentrate on my kids and take up some hobbies again. Maybe this way it will be easier to handle this struggle. Thank you again for your support. It is wonderful to have this support system. Staying strong with your support!!!
Cheryl
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Hi, my name is Pilar. I am new to the site. I came acroos your posts and realized you and I are very much alike. I, like you, have PCOS and after doing an HSG yesterday, was told I have a closed left fallopian tube. I was beginning to feel a sense of hope and well felt terrible that my first step into taking some outside help in getting pregnant (taking the HSG) was a negative one. I am also a teacher, I teach 4th grade. Today when I went to work and had the kids hug me and tell me they missed me helped me feel a little better but worst at the same time. I want to be a mother so bad. It hurts so much, and its so scary. Something so natural..that many everyday take advantage of.. is so hard for some of us. So what I mean is, you are not alone. It still sucks, and doesn't make it any better or worst to know u are not alone but some how it offers some consolement. I too sit here and cry. I don't like my DH to see me like this. So I try to get it over with b4 he comes home from work. Good luck with all your treatments, I truthfully wish u the best.