Daisy ~ your post is heartbreaking... NO what you are asking for is not A LOT. Why were you and DH in a fight. Perhaps when things are better you can sit him down and help him understand that your emotions are still all over the place and to be patient with you. Have you thought about the possibilty of seeing a professional, or doing group healing? My neighbor down the street does it and it seems to help her a TON! She lost her little girl a year ago, at 22 weeks. I just found out today that she has had 3 miscarriages, which was shocking to me because my other neighbor on the other side had 3 miscarriages too.... I hope I stay out of that bunch.
Anyway, Daisy, what you have been through is really hard, and I give you credit for just getting up in the morning. I can't imagine how hard this time is, but I hope to be a small part in helping you move out of this time...
OK I DO WANT ANOTHER BETA, BUT ME AND DH WERE BUGGING MY RE SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THE TSH STUFF THAT I FEEL BAD FOR BUGGING HIM AGAIN.
I HAVE A QUESTION THOUGH ~ WHEN I HAD MY MC LAST TIME, IF I WOULD HAVE HAD A 3RD BETA WOULD I HAVE KNOWN SOONER SOME THING WAS WRONG? WE JUST DIDN'T SEE A HB, SO WOULD YOUR BETA STILL CONTINUE TO GROW? i THINK IT WOULD BECAUSE YOU ARE CONTINUING THE POGEST.
RIGHT?
I'm so glad you welcomed Bits, she really needs our support and I just knew this was where she belonged! Thanks! You guys are the best!
Bully ~ I am not hurt or mad or anything.... I totally get it... I will tell you that IF even after you have your first baby still gets you. TTC #2 is just as sad for me.... I hold Avery tight and wish and pray that I could have another one like her, she is just so amazing.
I get that I am blessed with one, and some times I feel guilty for wanting another child to carry in my tummy.... It's still hard and still sad, to want it so bad and to know that in order to have my dream of building my family i have to pay out of my BUTT to do so! As you get older too, it plays on your emotions. Each year that passes you look at what you don't have and what others do, and you know you shouldn't do that, but it is hard, especially when you would trade your whole world for just one child. I get it, I promise, and I like your books,
SO DON'T STOP WRITING LONG POSTS, like me!
WGA ~ glad you are focused on moving forward, but we are still here for you, so check in on us and PLEASE tell us how you are doing, and where you are at in the process, I think it helps people see others moving forward.
Bits ~ How are you doing today? I did want to remind you that your body does still think it's pregnant so if you have pregnancy symptoms, it's normal and it sucks!
I still have NO symptoms, and I really mean it guys, NONE.........
If I knew that a BETA meant that I would see a HB, I would do it in a second....
THOUGHTS?