[WorldsGreatestAunt]

Lisa, you are so sweet even if you are sometimes a green eyed monster I too like your books, its those inner thoughts that we all share with on another that makes this place so comforting.

Daisy I'm so sorry about your bad day. I completing understand about feelling like your DH is getting tired of the being upset. I was in a funk yesterday, thinking about how life wasn't fair and I couldn't get out of it. I wasn't being very nice to DH. When we went to bed I told him I was sorry that I haven't been the girl he married for about the past 6 months and to please just be patient and don't leave me. He of course laughed, told me I was crazy, and said he never would. Which is nice to hear, but I know that men get joy out of making their wives happy and it tears them apart when they cannot. I've decided that I'm going to try and be more optimistic and try to give him a little more support even though he doesn't ask for it. I know he must be sick of the rollercoaster my emotions have been on.

Dre, a third beta may of told you something was wrong or may not have. Usually by this time there is something slightly "off" that would signify a problem. Either the hcg would not have doubled or the progesterone would of fallen below 15. I really don't think you need another beta myself but if you think knowing that the number is growing, thus meaning the baby is growing, you'd sleep better at night, then go for it. Couldn't the RE just check off the little box when he runs your TSH again?? As for thyroid problems, I have had issues for 7 years. When I was 21 I was hospitilized for Graves disease. They removed my thyroid and now I get my T4 and TSH tested every 6 weeks. Most people only go like twice a year, but mine has only been in range a couple of times so for the last 2 years or so I go alot. Its really frustrating because its such a slow process and can cause major fertility issues if not under control. What are they doing about your issue right now? What meds are you on?

Wow this is long, sorry! As for me I have 6 days left until my beta. While I have every symptom in the book I also realize that progesterone causes the same symptoms so who knows. Regardless of the outcome i will be happy as long as I don't have another m/c. I would rather get a bfn because then I'll start b/c for IVF which is exciting. So no matter how the chips fall, I'll be ok because there is progress (of course a sticky bfp is my first choice). I will admit that I'm getting more anxious that I won't be pregnant by my m/c due date. I would of been due May 1st with my first preg. That day will be really hard regardless but i think being pregnant again would really ease the pain. Have a great weekend ladies!