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Hi Everyone,
I am new here.

I recently m/c on 1-12-09. This was my first and only pregnancy after TTC for four years. DH and I TTC on own own, with no doc. help. After the m/c my gyn/ob suggested I see an infertility specialist, if I want to TTC again, because of my age. He said that they do the best "workups" relating to TTC. So I go see this infertility specailist. I had a lot of bloodwork done and a HUS test. The test showed that I have endo in both ovaries.

Okay - now I finally know. For nine years I have been complaining about pelvic pain. In 2000, I went to my doc. to complain about pelvic pain. I had an u/s done then which showed that all was normal. At this time I was not married, not TTC, and never yet pregnant. So I go back to my doc. and she tells me that it most likely is muscle spasms. At the time this made sense b/c I just started a new exercise program. The endo expalins my pelvic pain, migraines, fatigue, and irregular cycles.

Now I am 39 and TTC with the help of the infertility specialist. I am so angry, frustrated, pissed, etc. b/c the diagnosis took so long. So much wasted time. I really like my gyn/ob (who is new to me since 12-08) and the infertility specailist b/c he is so thorough and he really listens to me. I wish I found them a lot sooner.

Anyone out there 35+ with endo TTC?

It is a miracle that I conceived once, even though that ended horribly. I miss my baby so much and I want to be a mom.

Thanks for reading,
Natasha