[kristyr41982]

I have struggled for years as well and know how you feel. I had primary infertility but have had more trouble conceiving a 2nd child. I think it makes it harder because you know what you are missing. Being angry and frustrated is part of the process unfortunately. Eventually you will make peace with your situation and take the necessary steps from there. If you asked me 2 years ago if I would be where I am today I would have laughed at you. Sometimes the bigger picture cannot be seen by us. God has a plan for you.