[maybebaby1]

Originally Posted by lisa_kev

Maybebaby1:

Great to hear from you today To be perfectly honest, I've had a hard 2 days. Yesterday I was really feeling low and today is about the same. I tested this AM (13DPIUI) and another dissapointing . Cramps are getting more intense and I'm expecting tonight or tomorrow the way I'm feeling. I'm not planning on wasting another POAS. All I have left are the digital ones and DO NOT want to see the words "not pregnant" (sigh).

I'm telling my dad as soon as I start my period-that's what DH and I agreed upon. It'll be hard, but a big weight lifted once he knows. We might even take June off, not sure what the next day or two will bring. Next we'll tell my cousin who's pregnant so maybe then she will not lean on me for support as I clearly do not feel sorry for her.

Thanks for checking in today. Funny, but it does make me feel better.

How are things with you by the way?

Keep in touch.

Lisa

Lisa, I am so sorry for you and your DH My heart goes out to you at this disappointing time. Yes you will feel better once people know but also don't expect them to understand. Unless you have been through it personally you cannot describe the magnitude of what is really happening. They all mean well but when you tell them, even the most loving people can say the stupidest things...so brace yourself my friend! Maybe taking June off is a good idea let your body rest and get back to normal...and once your refreshed and ready you can go for it again!

As for me, I am getting divorced now. Yup you heard right. This has tore us apart emotionally and finantially. I know my husband drinks but didn't know to the magnitude. He spent $1,218.00 at the partystore last month. I looked through the records, but blames me for all our money problems. He has turned evil and said things that can never be taken back. He now wants to work things out but I need PEACE in my life. So that is what I am going to have to do. I have been a homemaker and don't know how I am going to financially support myself.Agh...I am super stressed, but try to stay hopeful Let me know how your conversation with dad and cousin go. I wish you nothing but the best!