UGH 3dp3dt. Will the wait never end

I've been crampy last night and this morn, hope that is a good thing. OHSS symptoms seem to be getting better (but it is 7 am here, and they seem to get worse as the day goes on, so who knows). Really hoping this works for us, and all of you as well.
I'm trying to keep busy, but it seems no matter what I'm doing my mind seems to turn towards this cycle and what is going to happen. I have to admit my confidence is kinda dwindling with every cramp. I'm just so used to ectopics (I've had 3) that I equate every pain to something bad. It's silly because now I have no tubes so that's not much a possibility. Am also worried that my OHSS is not getting worse which nurse said it would if I was preggers.
It's like being a kid and waiting for Santa....and hoping I've been good enough for a present
Good luck to all of you as well
Me- No tubes
DH- Perfect
DD- 2004
1st ectopic July 2003
2nd ectopic May 2008
3rd ectopic Aug. 2008
1st IVF cycle- May/June 2009
ER May 31 2009
ET June 3 2009