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Originally Posted by Tanter602
Girls,
I am busting out of my skin to start this process!! Grrr! The waiting is so frustrating!
I don't even go to talk to the people at our clinic about what our protocol would be, or even if my blood sugar tests came back satisfactory, until the 15th which is a thousand years away!! Then I have to wait for AF and take 21 days of BCPs and then start Lupron and then do who-knows-how-many days of stimming!!! I feel like my potential baby is a hundred thousand years away!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! (Sorry, had to scream silently, since I'm at work!) :-)
Last Friday, I went to my bookclub meeting and the host for this time announced that she made sangria! We all ooohed and ahhhed. Then she announced that she couldn't drink any because she is PG! Everyone screamed and hugged her, including me, b/c we're all so happy for her. But deep down inside, I'm thinking, "When is it MY turn??'
And THEN, just last night, I found out that one of the couples that DH and I always hang out with is also PG.
I can't believe how everyone around me, it seems, is popping up PG -- and so easily. It's not fair!
I found out accidentally from her sweet but clueless husband who gave it away on his Facebook page, but I confirmed it with the wife. She was like, "I was going to tell you but we're only 10 weeks and we wanted to wait until we were out of our first trimester." Which I totally understand, but I also wonder if she was keeping it from me b/c she knows we're trying. Which makes me sad. I don't want to be handled with kid gloves. I'm a big girl, darnit. I'll be 36 years old tomorrow! I can take this!
Waaaaah! See how this process and all this waiting is making me into a crazy woman?
This is why I need my CBs on this forum to help talk me down from the ledge. LOL!
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I sooooo can relate to you on this one. It seems like the whole world is pregnant! A few people at my work are aware that I am infertile, so they feel "bad" when someone gets pregnant and they have to tell me. I HATE THAT!! Don't feel bad, just feel happy! But I know they don't want my feelings hurt and all. I think being a little jelous is very normal, but mostly I am happy for them! I mean we live in a fertile, knocked up world .. nobody is gonna slow down on our account. LOL!
Anyway,, hang in there Tanter! I know this waiting SUCKS!!!!!! but we will make it, one minute, one day, one week at a time!!!!!!!!!!