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TANTER,
My heart goes out to you! I understand your frustration. It's ok to cry because its part of our healing and believe it or not, it will make you stronger and not want to give up.
I really believe in my heart that your doctors will get your sugar level under control so you can continue with the IVF! I wish I was four years younger! I turned 40 in March and have SO many regrets about not getting started when i was 35/36.
PLEASE hang in there and keep us posted no matter what. I want to see your BFP THIS YEAR!!!!!
we are all here for you...
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me: (40) old eggies
Dh: (46) suspicious sperm counts
married in 2004
TTC for 3 yrs
zero kids for either of us.. so far!
Snuggles kitty
#1 IVF
4-27-09 Gonal F 225 & Menopur 150
5-2-09 first u/s 8 follicles.... begin Cetrotide
5-11-09 ER : 9 eggs ret & ICSI'd
5-12-09 7 fertilized
5-14-09 4 embies remain, only 4 cell, very fragmented.
5-16-09 Transfer cancelled due to embryo's not dividing and too much fragmentation.
#2 IVF
6-24-09 start bcp
8-4-09 : 300 Gonal F & 150 Menopur
8-11-09 begin Cetrotide
8-19-09 ER 8 eggs ret & ICSI'd
8-20-09 5 fertilized embryos
8-24-09 1 embryo remaining...CAVITATING MORULA
8-25-09 6dt of my ONE-derful blast.
9-4-09 B fkn N
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