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Originally Posted by arucker
But then my aunt (by marriage) said "god gives you what you need, not what you want". I got an oprah Ahhh Haaa moment. I guess something just clicked. I don't want to believe it's true, but maybe it is. So now when I feel down in the dumps I just think of that. Hope that makes some of you girls feel a little better, I know it did me.  |
Arucker, I feel like that now re: God giving you what you need. I kind of have come around to that understanding but it has been a very slow, painful process to get here.
The worst thing I have had said repeatedly to me was from my cousin who became pregnant with her third and was using a condom. She kept on calling me to tell me how sad she was that she was pregnant (knowing our IF struggles). How much it wasn't a good time. I was like, "Is this girl for real?"
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ME: 42 DOR
DH: 44, somewhat low morphology
TTC 5 1/2 years (began seeing RE 02/07)
August 10, 2004 BFP naturally
January 17, 2005 Our angel arrived at 28 weeks and was with us for 3 precious days.
December 2006 BFP naturally January 2007 MC 5 wks
March 07 Clomid 50 mg 5-9, timed BD BFN
Apr - June 07 IUIs 1-#3 (Clomid 50, 5-9; prog supp) BFN
August 07 IUI #4 (Clomid 50, 5-9; prog supp) BFN
09-07-07 IUI#5 w/HCG trigger, U/S 3 good follies on right, possibly 1 already released on left (clomid 5-9)
11-03 IUI #6 no meds BFN
3-14-08 IUI #7 Bravelle & HCG trigger (4 good follies; all between 20-24)
12dpo BETA 33 BFP14dpo BETA 66 19dpo BETA 611, prog 48
MC 7 weeks 6 days
Searching for egg donor and planning IVF with donor for fall. Also exploring adoption of baby girl.
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