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I just wanted to post.......A few years ago I had three miscarriages in a row. I gave up hope and thought I would never be a mother. When we decided to go down the adoption route. My life turned around.....it opened up a door in my heart that I thought I lost. My daughter is the world to me, without her I don't think I would have went on to have two more beautiful children. I had to focus my attention on becoming a mother and for my family it didn't matter "how that happened". Talk to your DH and decide what is really important to you. I don't think you have to worry about being child free, unless that is what you two decided to pursue. There are many options out there, you just need to pick one and focus your attention on it. In my case I believe that GOD has a plan and even though it is not what I thought it should be I can see the miricle that it brought me. If I would not have had my miscarriages I would not have wanted to adopt so quickly. I often wonder why did GOD let me loose three babies in a row. I now know that if I wouldn't have had the three in a row, I may not have went down the adoption route so quickly! The month I had my first miscarriage was the month my little girl started to form! You may not understand the path, but things do happen for a reason and once you meet your child you won't have anymore questions.
Good Luck!
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