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Hi everyone! I haven't posted in a while but wanted to wish everyone luck who is in the 2ww or going in for an IUI in the next few days. I think I will be a tail-ender of our group. I'm aiming for Monday for my IUI (based on last month). The Clomid is really throwing me for a loop this month. It barely affected me last month, but this month I'm so depressed and constantly tired. If this IUI doesn't work, we're going to talk to the doctor about what is next. I have had an HSG and I know that I ovulate, but I'm wondering if something is keeping the little embies from sticking?? Guess I shall wait and see. I just want this one to work. Like Charlie'sMom...if this fails it will fail on my vacation. So I hope to get a BFP this round...but I've pretty much given up on hoping for it. I just feel numb about it all now...I cry every once in a while, but I hate that I seem to be putting up this wall of not feeling anything anymore to keep myself from being sad. I have a feeling it's going to be bad when my little "fort" crumbles. I just don't want this whole experience to make me an unfeeling, bitter person.
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