[wannabmom1979]

Hello I am new to this whole thing and I am sorry for everyones loss.I myself just lost my baby last week I was 18 weeks and found out I have an incompetent cervix I am still traumatized by the whole thing and dont know if I will ever get over it.My husband and I have been together for over 8 years and never used protection and I dont get my period so we decided to see a fertility specialist last Aug.I never thought I would get pregnant and when I did we were so happy.I feel so guilty b/c its only been a week since we lost our son but all I can think about is getting pregnant I am going to make an appt with my fertilty Dr in Aug to discuss our options and to see when we can try again.My OB Dr had said if I get pregnant again they would do a cerclage.My biggest fear is getting pregnant with multiples b/c of the fertility drugs and if my cervix couldnt hold 1 baby I am scared it wont hold 2 or more even with a cerclage.Has anyone else had this experience and is it wrong of me to want to get pregnant again so soon? I know nothing will ever replace my son and he will be our little angel forever.