I have not been in your situation but wanted to say that I can definitly see where you are coming from. In the beginning they told us there was a good chance we'd lose one of our trio and while I knew that may be a good thing by making the others stronger, I had all sorts of thoughts of life after birth. I wondered all of the same things you have mentioned. I am truly sorry for your loss 
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TTC: 4 years - Hoping that 2009 Brings us Better Luck!
Me: 28 (ovulation issue)
DH: 30 ( swimmer issue)
11/07 - 1/08 - 2 cycles Clomid (50 & 100mg) cancelled due to poor response
1/08 - 7/08 - 4 IUI's w/Clomid (150mg) 4 BFN's
9/08 & 11/08 - Gonal F + B2B IUI's - BFPx2 - 
01/26/09 - Gonal F + IUI - 3 Follies; Endo: 11 - 26m & 13m Swimmers
02/18 -  
Betas: 249(13dpo), 733, 9915
P4's: 58.7(13dpo), 67.5, 68
03/11 - 1st & 2nd US's: It's Twins 
03/27 - 3rd U/S: OMG! It's Triplets! 
05/13 - Ob appt - HB's great 
05/20 - On bedrest "indefinitly"
06/02 - Upgrade to "house arrest" yippeee!
06/08 - Baby A & C 11oz; Baby B 9oz
06/30 - Baby A & C 1lb3oz; Baby B 1lb
07/19 - Surprise CSection at 25w2d - Ella (1lb15oz); Slade (1lb7oz) & Claire (1lb11oz)
08/25 - Babies all growing! - Ella (3lbs); Slade (2lb12oz); Claire (3lb1oz)
09/23 - Ella (5lb2oz); Slade & Claire (4lb12oz)
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