Ahhh the stress - have you ever noticed just how much you want a stiff drink while going through the entire process of IVF? Never in my life had I wanted a drink so bad LOL
Yes, let's hope the pee pollen, wheat grass and royal jelly help us get the positives we so long for..... at this point, if someone said it would help to stand on my head for 2 weeks - I'd get my husband to hold my ankles and every now and then, run to get me some water to drink. LOL
I had a minor meltdown the other night, thinking about what we were about to put ourselves through again <-- It happens. Aside from a possible negative result, the part I'm most terrified of is the retrieval <-- Where I'm from, they don't put you to sleep, you're wide awake the entire time. Not only that, but when they did it last time, I felt everything <-- The 'good' drugs they gave me, did nothing - so I got to lay there, not moving and feeling needles going in and through my vagina <-- Not something a woman should feel once in her lifetime, let alone twice - I pray they give me better drugs this time....
Oh well, I'm a woman, I can take it.... come on
- I'll do **** near anything to finally see one of those!!
Happy Friday to everyone.
