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Hard to be excited for BFP after miscarriage
i Ladies Ok all you ladies with BFP;s here is my story. I lost a pregnancy in Nov after having a low (96) heart rate at 7 weeks. My beta also didnt quite double and I was measuring small. Now i have a BFP from IVF with one maybe two. My first beta was 157 and 2nd four days later 800's They were pleased with that I have an ultrasound tomorrow 5 weeks 6 days and they said they may or may not see the heartbeat. They really just want to check for 1 or 2. The problem is that DH and I are having trouble being excited because of our last experience. Has this happened to anyone else? Also anyone have an ultrasound at 5 weeks and what is the normal hr? Thanks Im so nervous
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Me 40 No known issues
DH 33Had low count now resolved completely
Noah and Olivia 7 y/o Boy girl twins from IVF
6/08 Clomid IUI 
7/08 femera IUI
8/08 femera IUI
9/08 fermera IUI
10/08 IUI Gonal F 3 Follicles!
11/08 
11/26/08 One embro Heart Rate 96
11/30/08 Heartbeat gone 
2/9 and 2/10 Double IUI with menopur 3-4 possible mature follies and many small
2/23 Overstimulated BCP for 2-3 weeks
3/09 IUI
4/09 IUI
May 09 IVF with Gonal F , Ganirelix, Menopur
June 4 ER 11 !!
June 5 9 Fertilized!
June 7 Transfered 4 Embroys 2 8's, 1 7 and a 6
June 15 9 days post transfer weak BFP
June 16 stronger BFP HPT 
June 19 157 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
June 23 Second Beta 830
June 25 First ultrasound 1 maybe 2???
July 1 second ultrasound growing.. yolk sac seen
July 9 Third ultrasound heart rate 120!
July 14 heartbeat is gone there are no words to express the grief
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