bmwolf - I am so sorry
! I know how devestated you feel! I wish I had some magic words to instantly make you feel better, but it will just take time. For me, at the beginning I didn't know how I was going to go on. But, with time we were able to think about the future and begin to make plans for what we would do next. I pray you are able to heal quickly and begin to make a new plan. Truly, you are in my thoughts and prayers!
Indie - I hope your research has helped you relax. If I were you, I definitely wouldn't test again until tomorrow with FMU. Like I said before, I am sure you are fine. Praying you get confirmation of that on Monday!!