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Gosh!! so glad to see others going thru what i am. Had 2 m/c (one at 8 weeks; one chemical). Now pregnant... and so so worried. My third beta didnt quite double in 48 hours (although it tripled over 96 hours) ... and tomorrow they are doing an u/s and im TERRIFIED that they will find an empty gestational sac... or something wrong. Spent all of yesterday evening crying... my DH cant understand why im crying in advance of any potential bad news.
How do I explain that im just so scared and anxious... and that my optimism is at an all -time low, and im just steeling myself to hear bad news. Third IVF ... and 3 BFPs... but nothing to show for it.
When will my day come ?
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