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Old 07-20-2009, 08:20 PM
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Hello ladies,

Just wanted to drop a quick note, I have been busy, and had the week from hell ...Last Monday and tuesday were nice, Tuseday gave my sister and neice a great birthday present (yes my sister had her daughter on her birthday) Text my sister the awesome little picture of my munchkin.

Wednesday it got bad, i was home relaxin my hubby just left for work and my sister calls me crying her my brother ( who has seizures, as well as many other issues now) decided to get mad at my mother and jump out of a moving vehicle ( 50 mph) on a major high way and my sister hit him! UGH!!! trying not to freak and stay calm I had to go pick up my dad from his house and drive him to the hospital to go find out whats going on, long story short my mom yelled at my brother and for some dumb reason he decided to jump out of the car, this isnt the first stupid thing he has done in his life, I have decided for my self and my child I no longer will go around him, he is gonna hurt some one real bad, he has assulted my mom and dad yet they dont do anything to take care of him, SO I told them is they ever want to see me or my child come to my house with out him, IM DONE .. well thats how my wednsday night went, had my sister here all night trying to calm her down and tell her she would be ok.

thursday I was just grumpy with everything going on in the family, tired of family drama!

Friday my sister called me crying her cat passed away, yet another day of tears (i blame the hormones for most of my tears) I once again talked to her and calmed her down.

Saturday I had to deal with work drama .. ( when will it end, Im tired of drama) my supervisor and co-worker got into such a big fight the big boss had to come out and break them up. it was verbal not physical. but I really wasnt in the mood for any of it.

Sunday (another day from hell filled with tears) My step father in law (my mother in laws husband) passed away. very tearful day. Spent the day tired as can be with the family trying to work on getting thing taken care of for this week. Had to deal with part of the family I just cant stand, ugh! came home at 6pm, was in bed at 6:30 with a migrane headache that made me feel so bad, i was dizzy and light headed, and felt crappy. i slept 15 hours, yet i am still tired.

Today wasnt to bad, had to deal with my mom and sisters drama this morning, until I finally broke down and let the hormones fly had my mom hang up on me, and I have yet to call her back. i am tired! I am sore! I am moody! UGH!!

i wish all the ladies best of luck this week with ultra sounds & Betas! I have mine in the morning, but i cant promise when i will get to post about it. Thank you for letting me vent a little here and tell my story. I needed someone to talk to, I am so thankful I have an amazing husband!!! and such nice people here that i can tell things to. My husband has been here so much for me through my family drama, Im trying to be strong for him now.

~Miss

PS: i just needed somewhere to let everything out, and I did it here... Im sorry if I upset anyone, I just needed to get it out ... I trying so hard to stay calm and rest alot. Which most of the family knows I am pregnant and they are keeping my off my feet and comfortable and making sure I take care of myself and the munchkin.
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Married May 13, 2005 ... TTC since
Me: 25 - Stage 4 Endo
My Husband 37 - Very low (almost no) sperm count

2 Failed IVF cycles (04/08 & 12/08) - Rough times! Not going to give up.


FET #1:
FET June 24th - 2 snowbabies
July 06 - HPT =
BETA July 8th - 285!!
BETA #2 July 20th - 604!!!!
BETA#3 July 13th - 1800!!
ultra sound 7/14 - 1 munchkin, looking good!

ultra sound 7/21- Saw a beautiful little heartbeat! (measuring 5 wks 5 days, offical count 6wks 4 days, Doctor says we are right on track)

ultra sound 7/28 - Heart rate 109 beats oer min, peanut measured 6wks 3 days, offical count 7wks 4days, DR talking about releaseing to OBGYN soon.

ultra sound 8/6: No heartbeat found, my fear has come, my third miscarriage has happened. D&E set for 8/12

8/12 -D&E .. sad day ... time will heal things .. tying to figure out where to go from here...


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