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So, is it terrible that I'm glad my other friend is still pregnant and hope that she'll still be pregnant for the next couple of weeks? I don't think I really could have handled being bombarded by two babies at exactly the same time. Selfish of me, I know, that I think her delivery should be according to my emotional stability. But hey, I'm human.
I had another friend over yesterday, and I cried on her for 15 minutes. It was good to be told that it's okay for me to be upset. Amazing that I still need to be told that it's okay for me to be not okay yet. It's been 8 weeks and I feel like I should be over it, but I'm probably never going to be completely. I'll always miss my baby girl. And I sometimes forget that that's okay.
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~Brittanie~
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