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I did this last night too. For a different reason but same end conclusion. This cannot run my life. I have to live my life and be thankful for the blessings around me. I have a great husband, a fantastic marriage, the best friends a girl could ask for and lots of babies around me to remind me how God smiles on those people. My BF had her son last night and I kept her 2 year old daughter. Watching her run around, yelling "My Jennie" and loving all over me just made me proud to be there for her. If I had a child at the same time (which we did start trying for #1 at the same time) I might not have had the opportunity to be so close with her, to teach her things and watch her grow. God has a plan and purpose for my life and I need to let go and let God! IT IS WHAT IT IS!
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