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Wish we had said nothing
although we have not told everyone- some things make me feel worse now because it seems like a constant question, it is worse having to explain that "it just isnt working" months on end and some people persist - I hate being questioned..the people we did tell I was hoping that the "questions" would stop or at least be more understanding.. One SIL said "so is it you or is it him" I felt like punching her out..she also just called recently (I think she has called me twice in the last year) to tell me her brothers wife is pregnant!!! (her call couldnt have come at a worse time, same day I got a BFN so needless to say I didnt stay on the phone long and havent really talked to her since) Anyway, I think from my point of view and the lack of understanding people in my life it would have been easier just not saying anything. However, I cant take it back now.
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me-36 High FSH-Hypothyroid
dh-40 Low everything
IUI 1 & 2-Clomid 100mg-Failed
IUI 3 & 4/375 Gonal F 9/24 & 9/25-Failed
IVF/ICSI Nov-One Egg Failed
DEC-JAN-FEB= Hibernation
March 12th- start stims- Lupron 2x, 150 Repronex, Gonal 375
(Holy cow I'm a walking Hormonal .....  )
ER- 3/30 One Egg 
4/2 Transfer
Beta 4/13 Low positive-
#'s dropping- Miscarriage
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Going to start trying unmedicated IUI's (cheaper alternative)
IUI- October 12th
1st Beta- 21dpiui Fri Nov 2nd- + 4989 
Spotting
1st Ultrasound Nov 14th ~HB 135
Next ultra Dec 3rd - all is great!
12/26 NT Scan waiting results~measured 13wks
1/21 Next Ultrasound~HB 150
2/21 Gender Scan- resescheduled for monday
HB 158
2/25 ITS A BOY!!! 
07/02/08 Jr is born!!
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