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After a horrible HSG experience yesterday, I'm freaking out at the thought of my hysteroscopy scheduled for Tuesday. I'm looking for advice on whether I should cancel. Here's my story:

Am 33. Have two year old concieved naturally after 11 months "loosely" TTC. Have always had irregular cycles but had been on birth control for all of my 20's. Charts show irregular ovualtion- sometimes, sometimes not.

Been TTC for 15 months now, no luck. Got preggo again after 11 months TTC (second month on clomid) but it never felt right and I lost it early. Have had total of five clomid cycles now. Last month doesnt fully count since DH went OUT OF TOWN DURING OVUALTION...GRRRRRR.

Started seeing RE this month. Has been hell. Constant appointments, ultrasounds, bloodwork, procedures, Im exhausted and stressed now which I hadnt been before. My day 4 bloodwork was fine, all PCOS bloodwork fine, currently doing CCT, and my day 4 ultrasound showed 6 follicles on each side. My HSG was clear.

Do I sound like someone who needs a hysteroscopy???? I dont have abnormal bleeding or pain or anything. Im wondering if my doctor is just a test a holic, and the test is scheduled for day 12, which is close to ovulation and my cervix is so wrecked from the HSG if that happens again, I dont think I will be able to BD for days and days, thus missing ovulation.

I dont know what to do. I dont want to be labeled as a complaining wimp by the RE but Im stressed, big time.