I was at work... working as a bookeeper at the time. I had no television, but did have a small radio. Listening to everything, but not seeing it was really hard and very scary. I remember going home and just sitting in front of the t.v. for about 12 hours, crying and crying, feeling so numb. I had talked to my Mom earlier in the day (she lives in another state)... and just hearing how scared she was... I knew I had reason to be terrified. When dh got home that evening, we both just laid in bed and held each other, and thanking God... we were alive and had each other.
Watching some of the programs that have been on over the weekend and ecspecially today... brought all of that back. I'm feeling pretty thankful for what I have today and my problems with infertility seem minor today!
And I'm back on Clomid... how's that for being positive!!!