[crissa]

OK i had a major blowout tonight with the DH....I have been really emotional the past 3 days and I am trying to be super strong during the 2ww but sometimes a girl just gotta let it out....let me explain...my DH is my ROCK...he's the one that says "ok no more....be strong...be tough...blah blah..." this is all great and good and I do need that but not all the time.....so tonight we had a falling out and he went on and on about me being "different" the past few days...well i have to say that i have been "unstable" the past few days, but i can't help it...I'm nervous,anxious,scared,sad,happy,empty all at once...i feel lost at times....i know i cant act like this all the time but i feel as though right now al least he should understand....am i losing it....i'm usually so much stronger than this, but i have to tell you guys right now Chrissy is NOT strong....help