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chrissy,
that is the worst feeling. about a month ago, i was feeling the same way. i really hit rock bottom and my dh sounds very similar to yours (he is my rock too) and we had a HUGE blowout. i mean, it was BAD!!! i felt like i could not get a grip on my emotions, and i thought i was going to lose it. really, lose it. here is what i did: i wrote him a long and detailed letter about how things were on my side of the story. then i asked him to write me back explaining his side of the story. i wasn't easy to read, but it was a rude awakening of how much my negative behavior was affecting my dh. we had a long talk and then decided we HAD to be on the same team to make it through this. i also found some articles that we read about marriage and infertility. it helped a lot. i posted them about a week or so ago. try to search for them and let me know if you need me to post them again. i am sorry chrissy, and i know that you feel so alone with out your dh right now. you will get past this, and i know that this will make us all stronger and closer as a couple in the long run. it a roller coaster ride, with lots of twists, turns, ups and downs...but it will be worth it in the end. i'm here for you! vent all you need to!
amy
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