Well I have finally come to the point that I realize how jealous and p-o'd I am. My pregnant sister in law has been living with us for 6 months now waiting for her house to be built, this has been so stressful since she got pregnant only 3 weeks after stopping her pills!!! My best friend got pregnant a month later, which was the same month we started TTC, and it was her first month trying and wham, BFP!! Then a week later I found out my cousin who I am quite close to got pregnant withing 3 months of trying and is also due in January!!! How's that for in your face! And to boot my sister in law keeps saying all these things I should try and monitor and uggggg, how the hell would she no, she blinked and was pregnant.
It's so hard to watch all these people you're best friends with be pregnant and all due at the same time and you started trying when they did and had about 25 negatives. And to add on to this all my period hasn't been regular at all, which was never a problem before I started TTC. Well venting feels better, since I have no un-pregnant friends to vent to. I feel bad for it upsetting me but it's hard when you live with a pregnant woman and wish you were too, and I have to go in with her for the delivery as well, I hope I am pregnant by then because it might kill me, and while I'm thrilled for her and can't wait to be an auntie it just hurts to know it's not happening for us.