Vanessa,
Welcome sweetie. Have you considered using donor sperm? There is hope for us older girls

I've seen it happen on this very forum. Good luck to you and keep us posted.
And yes, it's kinda like buying a new car, all of a sudden you see the same car everywhere. I think everyone is pregnant but me so I can totally relate!!!
It just makes us so much more aware of what's around us. Yesterday at 7-11 I saw a baby in the car all by herself!!! Who would leave a baby in a car ALONE?!?!? Yes, we notice EVERYTHING in this situation.
Love,
Julie