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Keagy54- I completely know how you feel with the whole sister in law thing. My sister became pregnant suprisingly and had the guts to call me crying about how she didnt want "it" amd didnt want to be a mother and she knew full well that we were trying extremely hard-at that point I couldnt even bring myself to talk to her. Well then she moved home with us and I had to see her everyday, take her to her apointments and all that fun stuff. Well she had asked me to go in the delivery room with her and I avoided answering her knowing that my mom would be around for her when it came down to it, well she had to go in for a ceaseran and my mom couldnt handle it so it was up to me. At that point I was so crushed because I had just found out 2 days before that my IUI didnt take and I got the lovely AF while she was in labor. I couldnt stop crying, I knew being there would be so amazing but at the same point I was just so devastated. It was probably one of the hardest things I ever had to do. I love my nephew with all my heart and soul but it was just so hard. If you dont think you will be ready for it I would explain to her before it all happens. Hopefully she will understand with everything that you are going through that it would just be so hard for you. And I really wish you the best of luck with becoming a mommy. Just keep your head up.
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