Im so sorry Chuck..vent away all you need to!! I know its easier said than done and we all blame ourselves at some point if we are the ones with the fertility issues but don't be so hard on yourself. Your wife loves YOU..if it were just her issues of why you couldnt conceive you would still love HER. We are all in this together.. I am glad that you both are not giving up hope... prayers to you both  for your strength..we are all here for you
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me-36 High FSH-Hypothyroid
dh-40 Low everything
IUI 1 & 2-Clomid 100mg-Failed
IUI 3 & 4/375 Gonal F 9/24 & 9/25-Failed
IVF/ICSI Nov-One Egg Failed
DEC-JAN-FEB= Hibernation
March 12th- start stims- Lupron 2x, 150 Repronex, Gonal 375
(Holy cow I'm a walking Hormonal .....  )
ER- 3/30 One Egg
4/2 Transfer
Beta 4/13 Low positive-
#'s dropping- Miscarriage
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Going to start trying unmedicated IUI's (cheaper alternative)
IUI- October 12th
1st Beta- 21dpiui Fri Nov 2nd- + 4989 
Spotting
1st Ultrasound Nov 14th ~HB 135
Next ultra Dec 3rd - all is great!
12/26 NT Scan waiting results~measured 13wks
1/21 Next Ultrasound~HB 150
2/21 Gender Scan- resescheduled for monday
HB 158
2/25 ITS A BOY!!! 
07/02/08 Jr is born!!
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