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hard day
Thanks for all of the replys.. This was the first day back at work for the both of us...but I was not really even there..
I took off work early today cause I wanted some time alone to let it out (if you know what I mean). I just miss him/her so much... I would give anything not to have seen that look on my wifes face.. it is burned in my memory. God..that was the worst feeling.
She arrives home in bout 1/2 hour..so I will gather my strength and be strong for her.. If she sees me this way...it will only cause her further grief. I broke down a little yesterday...
I tried so hard not to believe in it...to just "wait" until after the first trimester....but we just were so excited. She had names picked out...
Rayne Anne-Marie or Cole John...
To our child:
"I dreamed of this a thousand times before...but in my dreams I could not love you more"
I will miss you growing inside my wife...I will miss what you will never become. I will miss what we will never share. I will miss running to the store for the cravings you gave my wife....most of all please know that for the time you were with us..you were truely loved.
We wish that we would of at least had the chance to say "good bye"...
your loving parents (if only for a few weeks)...
Chuck & Tina
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