Today was a terrrible day. I had an HSG exam and they concluded that my left tube is blocked. So now I have two conditions; PCOS and a blocked tube. It looks like it will be close to impossible to have children. I can't imagine going through fertility medication for years. I am going to just accept my fate: that I can't have children. I can just die right now. It seems unnatural for this to be happening to any women. We are here to give life, why is this so hard?
I am sorry, I am just venting. I just don't know what to do now?
