[Kellileanne]

Ok, so at work two of the managers have been arguing over alot of stuff lately. I was partially dragged into it on sunday because of a scheduling problem and a manager who isn't even over my department had to help out. It wasn't really bad and I didn't get a "talking to" but was warned I may get one and then didn't. So I thought that it had blown over but today she cornered me in the office and verbally attacked me!!! Saying lots of bad stuff about the department, scheduling, and an associate who had problems (completely not my fault) the other night. Ok, with all this and my appt tomorrow to get the ball rolling can ya guess what I did???? I didn't say a word, let her finish, went into the bathroom and started crying! I got my composure and got over to my department, got into my stockroom (my department has it's own) and started sobbing!!! I scared one of the other workers half to death! He had never seen me that way!!! I was crying off and on the whole morning! It was aweful!!!!!! I told another manager about it and he was suprised and told me that she wasn't mad at me, she was mad at someone else and I was the only one there for her to take it out on! How unprofessional can you get?!?!?! I am still a bit emotional about it because I just can't see why she would do that to me!!!

DH and I have talked and I am applying for a part time office job and I will be going back to school fulltime to complete my second bachelors degree. I really think this is the best way to go with DH making good money and happy with where he is at right now. I hate to take the pay cut but I really think I have to! I can't take this! And if I was to get pregnant I wouldn't be able to be doing all of the bending and lifting needed for that department so I really think it is the the best choice. I don't want to be in the middle of this war but I don't want to leave them hanging without someone to take over the department--I run the best department in the district!!!! (or so I have been told by some district people)