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I am so glad I found this forum! I thought I would stop at clomid. Then, I did 3 IUIs with injectibles. I NEVER thought I would do IVF and here I am about to start. I haven't even been able to tell my mom about it yet because even during the IUIs she would say "Just be happy with your daughter". And, of course I am happy with her, but just don't feel like I can stop right now. I think that we will stop after 1 IVF, because we will be out of money, and because I am 35. Then, I feel like I can have closure. I guess I want to feel like I gave it my best shot. Some people say, just see what happens, maybe you will get pregnant on your own. But, people who say that don't realize the pain of BFN every month. I need closure. So right now, I am thinking if IVF doesn't work, I will go on birth control and totally call it quits so I don't keep wondering month after month, ya know? It is so emotionally draining and I feel like I haven't been 100% for my daughter and dh.
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