Thanks Amy, Jen and Jen!
I will call the clinic tomorrow and find out when we can get in to see them and what testing we can start on. I worry that since I didn't go to the hospital during all this that they may tell me they can't really start testing but I won't take that! I want the testing and I want it now! For peace of mind mostly, but also because we really NEED to know if it's something more.
I feel so numb today. I just feel...blah! I can't believe it happened twice. I felt so, in shock when we miscarried the first time and I thought stupidly it couldn't happen again! And it has....why? It's all I can ask! My friends have been wonderful support to me this time around..they have been amazing and having you ladies, I can't even begin to express how thankful I am to have such kind and caring ladies around me!! Thank you all so much! I will definately keep you all updated on everything!! Thanks for all your kind words and thoughts!